Finding Hopeless

Since my last poem was all lovable. Which may have made some of you sick. I figured I'd show the other side. Another one of my poems.

Finding Hopeless

I sit here wondering why?

It makes me want to cry.

Finding hopeless

When we say good bye,

Not seeing you for weeks at a time.

Finding hopeless

Is almost a crime

Why shouldn’t I whine?

Being put into this bind

Finding hopeless

Watching my hart tear apart

Just like wrecking art.

Finding hopeless

Maybe I should beg,

Like my uncle Greg

That would be hopeless

As hopeless as this rhyme

One day will be mine

I’ll be happy like a mime

That’s just hopeless

Then the weeks will pass

Just like burning gas

My feelings will erode

Just waiting to explode

There I’ll find hopeless.

First Kiss

Okay, This is a part of me that not to many know about me but yes I do write poems. This is one of my more recent ones. The title is the subject. You can laugh if you want to.

A pain, a shiver

So quick to deliver

My head is throbbing

It’s better then sobbing

My throat is dry

I can’t deny

My knees are weak

As red as my cheek

Our arms linked

I couldn’t blink

Our eyes meet

Such a treat

A slow movement

May need improvement

A touch of lips

Shocks through our fingertips

One laugh, one smile

All in a pile

A long hug

All warm and snug

Some moment not to miss

The experience of true loves first kiss

It's old but who cares??

Stairway To Heaven
(J.Page, R.Plant) There's a lady who's sure All that glitters is gold And she's buying a stairway to heaven. When she gets there she knows If the stores are all closed With a word she can get what she came for. Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven. There's a sign on the wall But she wants to be sure 'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings. In a tree by the brook There's a songbird who sings, Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it makes me wonder. There's a feeling I get When I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving. In my thoughts I have seen Rings of smoke through the trees, And the voices of those who standing looking. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it really makes me wonder. And it's whispered that soon If we all call the tune Then the piper will lead us to reason. And a new day will dawn For those who stand long And the forests will echo with laughter. If there's a bustle in your hedgerow Don't be alarmed now, It's just a spring clean for the May queen. Yes, there are two paths you can go by But in the long run There's still time to change the road you're on. And it makes me wonder. Your head is humming and it won't go In case you don't know, The piper's calling you to join him, Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, And did you know Your stairway lies on the whispering wind. And as we wind on down the road Our shadows taller than our soul. There walks a lady we all know Who shines white light and wants to show How ev'rything still turns to gold. And if you listen very hard The tune will come to you at last. When all are one and one is all To be a rock and not to roll. And she's buying a stairway to heaven.

A mans "special" ability

I've found out that guy's in general can sexualise everything. If you put a group of guys together and one will find that most things can be sexualised. This doesn't mean that us guys are gross. Don't go and put blame on us so quickly. All one has to do it look around. Sex is everywhere. I know thats very obvious to see but it's far worse. When you see elementry school kids talking in depth slang that most don't know the meanings to, it's gone to far........

Girl "Friends"

I'm sure every guy has heard it before, girls always say "Why can't guys just be friends?" All I have to say is BULL SHIT! I want to know what girl really wants to just be friends with guys??? Who? I have yet to find one. I've tried to be really close friends with so many girls. I'm not talking about someone you say hi to or work with. I'm talking actually hang out like one of the guys type of friends. I'll give whomever may be reading this an example. About two years ago I met a really nice girl at school. We started out by just talking in the hallway in between classes. As time went on we started to hang out. We played basketball, watched tv, and just did stuff that I did with other friends. She was going through a hard time in her relationship and I helped her out with that. We talked about being more then friends but decided to just stay friends. Since then we havn't done anything at all. It's come to the point she wont even return my calls. So after many years of trying to have a good girl friend. I find that the only that will ever happen if it's more then just friendship. I have a wonderful significant other. I've only had one best friend thats was a girl and that was when I was in elementry school. So girls I'm a guy who wants to have a good friend thats a girl. Prove to me that you actually mean when you say you want a guy who just wants to be friends.